When I met her
Hello friends, so today the article is something very different. No suggestions, no criticism, no philosophical fundas. Today the talk is about a lovely experience, some quality time with someone who is not special, but made the atmosphere very special.
Hectic life schedule is never a personal choice, sometimes its due to work load and other times its made by ourselves. Ourselves? Yes right to avoid getting hurt or to heal from emotional impairment. For such people, work is not a need but it’s addiction to overcome some of the serious problems within. Money doesn’t matter but what matters is a lovely better half who stays there for you. Those who don’t find or have bad past experience will go for isolation.
Considering the above scenario and strong principles, a day came when a strong urge for breaking those external walls struck the mind very severely. “When I met her” what happened next? hmmm… The story started with a formal meet. Normal conversation, then informal conversations and then rise of comfort zone and feeling of security. The talk is not about getting stuck in that person but its about that SPARK felt during conversations.
Those found in relations have that SPARK factor within and singles keep searching for it. After all LIFE has much more meaning beyond SEXUAL feelings. SPARK in the sense, when face glows up with never fading smile. Mind is full of tensions, worries etc but her MAGICAL presence just heals up those spent moment.
My God, principles no more rule your sentiments and you just become slave of her FASCINATING presence. You want nothing but her latency because the more you think for it, the more you want it. That time spent together leaves an immortal mark behind.
I am not talking about love, nor strong feelings arising for her. But talking about the strong hold she had because of her unique aura. Like and Love has thin line separating them. Liking someone fades away with time but loving someone acts as healer or rather pain for lifetime. Approach makes the difference.
When I met her, yes I felt the SPARK, those burning desires to have someone special in life were at its peak. 60% FEAR and 40% STRENGTH to express what was there inside. FEAR because had already suffered a TRAGIC past so a firm control on STUPID heart. Commanding heart to stop here, as FUTURE isn’t governed by GENUINE NATURE.
STRENGTH because like everyone, even I wanted those CHARMING and WARMTH filled hands to be felt forever….What’s wrong? Asked for much?…Didn’t deserve?.. No, situations matter… Came out of it, BROKE eye contact and at last returned with empty space with a cool concealing statement “BEAUTY IS TO SEE, NOT TO TOUCH”…